Am I as big of a fool as it seems
No soul in this body to be bled anymore
What kind of disrespect should be tolerated
Silence myself before my words can be twisted
I'm sick of teaching you new ways to be me
No one has any love for the truth anymore
Only great presentations of falsehood and mockery
Destroying the essence of what it is to be true original and honest
Why do people lie when they can hurt you just as bad with the truth
Sucking my blood and eating off of me requires I stay alive
As you try to take all of the life out of me
As if this won't erupt again
As if my pen and my thoughts should stay complacent
Adjacent to salvation is removal of the source
Rehearse your imitation
Feminine acting men disrespecting the definition
No Nzingah strength
Just devious plagerizim
Get off my dick
Life is gansta and its about to come out
Let's dance because the moves are brutal
And this is futile and non productive
Jack yourself
Whack your self
I'm sick of mediocre showing up trying to be me
I'm sick of people lying to me when the truth is just as bad
Funny when you realize
What you were enjoying
You never had
Not even half
Nothing can change the anger when its comfortable can it
Nothing can make it possible to understand
Laugh now
because it is all unplanned
