Communicate With The Dead

Communicate With The Dead Blackexperimentalism - The Movement
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Until Their Death

I want to speak from a place hidden inside me by formalities

But I have to understand how my words cut and bruise

Plenty of people have ben hurt already and bring it to our introduction

Like little ex-girlfriends waiting for you to say something wrong

So they can catch you in a lie

When in reality

What you say is not a lie

It's just not a truth for you and them

People need winters to remember how cold the world is

How selfish a girl is

And how much responsibility they lay on you when things go wrong

How much credibility they take for keeping the relationship together

Really saying my worth is in security and warmth

If you don't have no money

Then you are a bum

Perform upon request

Or she'll let a rich guy cum

By now you should be numb and stop acting naive

As if you never seen this web weaved

You never felt sticky secretions from a black widows rear

Stay close enough to it and all kinds of things will appear

I have been my own worst enemy

Although I pretend to be my friend

I am at odds with my self now on whether to live or not

Who's winning

Don't worry I already know who you are rooting for

Place your bets

I'll have no regrets when this is done

I am still my fathers son

Born with my mother's aggression

In my hand, a stranger's Smith and Wesson

I already understand the consequences

It's just explaining this to my babies

Explaining how I let shady folk become a part of their life

How my vice past my advice still affects their life

Just how did I choose their mothers

And did their mothers really ever choose me

Am I just making the best of things

Because as strong as I am

I still can't get any understanding

I want to speak from a place hidden inside of me by formalities

But I have to understand how my words cut and bruise

Plenty of people have ben hurt already and bring it to our introduction

Like little ex-girlfriends waiting for you to say something wrong

So they can catch you in a lie

When in reality

What you say is not a lie

It's just not a truth for you and them

Can't people understand that feelings are reckless and haphazard

So I have to stay close to my logic

A heart is so deceitful

And it will have you say forget the math

This has worked somewhere I know

And leave you broken again with nothing to from it to show

You don't just leave the vomit

You clean it up

So depression is your enemies friend

It just slows you down unless you embrace it

Taste it for all of its bitterness

So the scent of success reminds your palate

Its sweeter being happy

But addicts look so happy during the high

As time passes them by

I hug myself when I am alone

And I feel the addicts cry

They want to know why

And why is because suffer the little children do

And then they die

I lost my mind when I found out

Everything we have been taught to believe in

Has been a lie

No one knows where we come from

No one knows where we go in the end

Go get yourself some things you can leave on this earth to your seeds

It will help them think and begin to befriend the wind

It will help them think and begin to befriend the wind

Life is short if you are having fun

Its long and hard for most

Most people are obsessed

To remember to try and forget

Forget where they made mistakes

Why they have wept

Why they are behind right now

Where they know they should be

So they pray and fellowship faithfully

My faith and prayer are tied into my works

I don't have the strength to call God a jerk

Or to be angry at why all people suffer life until they die

Then they may still suffer on the other side

Unless you are devout to what some man has passed down to you

On this side Riiiight

Why do I see so many that look like me

Under the heel of someone that does not believe in God

I never liked them so I never joined their ranks

And you seem so psychotic when you say you just believe

And you can't explain to me why you believe

And you get angry when I don't agree because you can't explain

Or your explanations require you to use some thing other than your brain

And you refuse to think main...

This is when I really see your pain

And reality sets back in again

This is when I really see your pain

And reality sets back in again

And you focus and try to remember to forget

That you don't know why you believe

It's just a feeling...

Nothing empirical

Life is just a miracle

You don't need any evidence

The devil is a scientist

No one knows where we come from

No one knows where we go in the end

Go get yourself some things you can leave on this earth to your seeds

It will help them think and begin to befriend the wind

Life is short if you are having fun

Its long and hard for most

Most remember to try and forget

Forget where they made mistakes

Why they have wept

They tell me hold my head up

Don't look at the ground

But how else will I watch my steps

I live my life for my self and no one else...

I live my life for my self and no one else...

I live my life for my self and no one else...

Most won't figure this out until their death....

Promise To Be Good

I'm so open to...

Loving you...

But I gotta love me...

Sometimes loving you makes me

Forget about all the things that I need

Love's blind but I need to see

Holding you takes away the pain

But I see I'm falling too hard again

I wanna slow it down but I'm in so deep

I'm so open to...

Loving you...

But I gotta love me...

When we make love I'm so clear

All I wanna feel is you real near

But when you're away is when I fear

The questions that I ask complicate thangs

And I don't know if I want a wedding ring

I hold my breathe and try to protect myself

If I don't look out for me then who will

Wonder did I take the red or blue pill

If you ask me I love you unconditionally

If you promise to be good to me

Then I'll promise to be good to you...

I'm so open to...

Loving you...

But I gotta love me...

It's So Hard For A Soldier

It's So Hard For A Soldier (4x)

It's so hard for a soldier

To server and stay sober

To serve and stay somber

To distinguish the enemies

To fight for freedom

To fight for honor

Your freedom to say you don't need them

I've seen how you treat them

When the world has no need for them

See I've been abandoned

And felt taken for granted

I followed all orders

Went to all borders

Followed every process

The truth they wanted less

A solidier's separated from family

A select few understand me

Holidays I think about something else

I couldn't be there myself

I missed a few funerals

Not a close enough relative

And to me it's all relative

It's So Hard For A Soldier (4x)

Now they want to take over

So you look over your shoulder

Then check in your holster

Remember what they told ya'

It's an issue if it was issued

No need for any tissue

You can't be subjected or subdued

See you're just the soldier

Built to take instruction

A capitalist construction

Built for the world's protection

The enforcement of objections

And an enforcer.

But could you happen to fashion

A little more compassion

I'm not ashamed of what I did

I'm not ashamed of how I lived

I didn't want to die for my flag

Just make my enemy die for his

It's So Hard For A Soldier (4x)

Her Body For Free

I can't have no woman

Saying that she loves me

Making me pay for her emotions

While she's giving out her body for free

I can't have no woman

Saying that she loves me

Making me pay for her emotions

While she's giving out her body for free

Her body for free

Her body for free

Her body for free

I don't want to read your

Emails or texts that say

How much he loves your body

Or how well he likes your head

Don't waste your time

Trying your best to make me jealous

If that's working out for you

Then keep it to yourself, girl

Cause in my mind I'm not

Feeling sorry for that fool no

Cause you still the same woman

He don't know he got a problem

But you and I know

You are really so unstable girl

It's gone take more than therapy

To make you finally see that

I can't have no woman

Saying that she loves me

Making me pay for her emotions

While she's giving out her body for free

I can't have no woman

Saying that she loves me

Making me pay for her emotions

While she's giving out her body for free

Her body for free

Her body for free

Her body for free

Poem:

It's like you don't understand your worth

I understood it and tried to add to it

You can only play a role but for so long

Then you regress back to your old habits

Excusing your ways because of anger and your past

How would we ever last like that

How would you think I'd tolerate any abuse

What price do you put on my sanity

How much does it cost to get through to you

That I never used you in any way

I made you better

I loved you and put you first

But you have always been a side chick

So you never knew how to represent me

How to shut the fuck up and not ask stupid questions

Of nobody ass people that were and are dying to replace you

Doing their best to erase your memory

All the time you spent with me

Now for nothing - when I felt you were something

I loved the way you made me feel

And that's all I needed to marry you

Now the burden that we carry of us

Is just full of regrets and broken sentiments

Just don't ever forget

I can't have no woman

Saying that she loves me

Making me pay for her emotions

While she's giving out her body for free

I can't have no woman

Saying that she loves me

Making me pay for her emotions

While she's giving out her body for free

Her body for free

Her body for free

Her body for free

Time Machine

If I had a time machine
Time machine...
I'd do some things

If I had a time machine
Time machine...
I'd do some things

I'd go to Chicago
And warn the Chairman and Mark Clark
Trouble's coming after dark

I'd go to Chicago
And warn the Chairman and Mark Clark
Trouble's coming after dark

I'd go to Harlem
And tell the Minister at the Audubon Ballroom
Trouble's coming soon

I'd go to Harlem
And tell the Minister at the Audubon Ballroom
Trouble's coming soon

I'd go to Memphis
And tell King to stay in his room
There's a sniper on the roof

I'd go to Memphis
And tell King to stay in his room
There's a sniper on the roof

If I had a time machine
Time machine...
I'd do some things

If I had a time machine
Time machine...
I'd do some things

Going Off The Deep End

There is a science to you baby that I can't refuse
Your inside lanes make me want to move
I'm so confused at how we got to this place
But I know I like the taste of your fruit

No attitude needed for us to proceed here I
Lay my body under you and we close our eyes
Try as you may I just want you to obey
Your thighs rise toes to the sky and lie

Lie to yourself that we couldn't be any other place
That you got me again with your pretty face and those eyes
I found you as a little girl and now you have one of your own
A man in your home, but, you still feel so alone

I'll let you escape in me and try to find your infinity
Our affinity will allow you to bow down low
And enjoy me as I do you oh so slow
Me... you have always known

You and I have always gone
Deeper than just the affects of my injection
I am at attention and patiently working on yours - of course
This is my reward for traveling the globe

I left something sweet here at home
And although now you are gone I may see you again
Say hello to all my friends
Hopefully, we will be able to be together when my life ends

Maybe if the stars align right
I just need to see my babies grow and find someone to love them
I just need to bury my bad habits with the desire to have a Benz
Start looking at life through another lenz
Shit is deep maybe I'll buy some Tims

I'm going off the deep end

If there is a flower for every sin
Maybe we can cover the world with them
Lay naked under and wait on rain and thunder
Play with the bees and eat their honey
I'll make people smile for money
I'd take all of them before the wilted
Hang them upside down and tilted
Paint them different colors
And place them in vases made of glass
keep them under the live ones so they can last
Dead flowers last longer than live ones anyway
There is a beauty in the death of something living
No breath anymore but still living
Through thought we last centuries
Our flesh combusts at certain degree
No point of extinction ever for a memory....

My Perfect Drug

I wouldn't want to be in the shade of my life
Without you in it as my light
Against my own advice

I stand in the wind with attitude
Although I know I have no room
Because my mind's consumed

My perfect drug
Is a hug
From a woman
That belongs to
Another man
But understand
Where I stand
She's just right for me
Because I love
Incompletely
Can't you see
So she completes me

Fever ran from my lips
And the smoke may have clouded my vision
Still, it's my decision

She gives me space when she's at home
I know I'm confused don't rub it in
On some things you can't depend

My perfect drug
Is a hug
From a woman
That belongs to
Another man
But understand
Where I stand
She's just right for me
Because I love
Incompletely
Can't you see
So she completes me

O.K. I feel like a fool at times
But what has ever really been mine
Most times they tire and leave anyway

So she never really means what she says
I lie to myself everyday when I say
I know where we go when we die but I don't

My perfect drug
Is a hug
From a woman
That belongs to
Another man
But understand
Where I stand
She's just right for me
Because I love
Incompletely
Can't you see
So she completes me

Your Love Is a Blasphemy

My days here as a mystery
To think of all you mean to me
I'd love to join this legacy
Of you to me

The fallen walls have tore me down
I only live inside my sound
I placed myself in hallowed ground
In you I'm free

Your Love is just a Blasphemy
All against the god in me
No heaven we will ever see
Your Love is just a Blasphemy

You don't believe in this place
You can't erase our fate
The faith we had could not be safe
You don't hold me

I've broken from your poison cell
And swam away from your hell
But something in your smell
Still reminds me

Your Love is just a Blasphemy
All against the god in me
No heaven we will ever see
Your Love is just a Blasphemy

Single raindrops fill the clouds
I don't want to hold you down
I would rather flood you now
I would rather slowly drown...

I die inside myself each day
And no matter how much that I pray
I won't change the way
You are always

Reborn in your womb too soon
I miss the sun so I kiss the moon
It all begins when I bloom
You don't need me

Your Love is just a Blasphemy
All against the god in me
No heaven we will ever see
Your Love is just a Blasphemy