New Lows

Evidentially the standards of decency have been lowered

I have had pictures of genitals sent to me that were not mine

I was told of sexual acts she was going to perform on others

Now she takes a call whispering as if I am to be bothered

Well, I am not

I don't expect much from any person that is trying to buy a person

Of course I prepare any woman to be a freak for the masses

Especially after she has been in my classes

What makes a woman ugly is whats inside of her

No schooling and degrees can give any woman class

Life makes women break things and cuss and text and call out of control

I used to look at old movies we made thinking about the time

Now I try to look for any traces of her face, body or essence

And delete them and cleanse and move on

I change around every room that touched her

I cleanse my children of her memory

Its too early in the morning to do anything but sleep

But tomorrow I will get further from this stain on my existence

I need new business cards and I need to change my cell

Everything here is old

Including thoughts of being civil with monsters

New lows