Then We repent

My fast growing desire to be inside of my head to stay warm inside of heated thoughts of passion

The depths of the ending that never comes as many times as she sounds off into the universe for freedom

Her electricity powers my need to keep her captivated by the intensity of my interest and I turn black

I don't get green with envy, I stay black because I am the presence of every color and emotion

My inner being is deep enough to drown in and stay calm because you know some air will rise

Like I have for so many moons and so may suns that have rose and set in the horizon of us

I really am not ashamed of my lust for you and the strength in my arms contract like a boa around you

We suffocate because our kisses press our face and bodies close so we sweat and enter each other

Pourous is our love and we slowly seep into the unconsciousness and rest and peace of sleep and dance in each others dreams

Day dreams just as strong so I forget that I hate to leave the bed we share to go gather means to buy more tributes to my adoration of our images

I have to make room for more mirrors on our walls to catch us at more angles as we bathe in each others scent

Then we repent...

I Love Them Both

My mind plays tricks on me

When I think I need to give up it pushes me on

When I think I have done all I can do

It lets me know I still have more in me

It helps me to ignore the maliciousness of those closest to me

The jealousy and envy they hold

When I feel I still have nothing

Slipping between the seconds as they get closer to infinity

I stand on small stones of resiliency

Holding the small ground I raised my expectations on as my island

Staying afloat to look like a mirage

Drink of this potion and intoxicate your life with my spirits

Hallucinations make people think they are perfect

Perfection is the final stages of life when there is no living left to do

It rests in smiles of children that really only love

Rarely know hate except in words repeated from adults they believe in

My mind plays tricks on me

Telling me I can no longer believe in men

I have to loose the "n" and only believe in me

Superficial is the love of a person that is still angry and won't forgive you

Won't ever let you grow from your old self and skin already shedded

Heading for a finite position

I now understand

That my mind is my best friend

I need to embrace her willingness to love me

Intermingle her sound judgement and fidelity

And weigh it against my self

For he still is basking in arrogance

And afraid to ask for direction

I am more akin to him than my mind

So presently

I still am lost

But one day I will listen to her and find my way

I love them both as I love myself

ged Selectively If we only could stay true to our commitments We would receive what we deserve Ultimately

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Half my day gone waiting on an I love you Half the time thinking maybe I should just tell you All the time that is said to be love Wasted because they ch