Her Body For Free

I can't have no woman

Saying that she loves me

Making me pay for her emotions

While she's giving out her body for free

I can't have no woman

Saying that she loves me

Making me pay for her emotions

While she's giving out her body for free

Her body for free

Her body for free

Her body for free

I don't want to read your

Emails or texts that say

How much he loves your body

Or how well he likes your head

Don't waste your time

Trying your best to make me jealous

If that's working out for you

Then keep it to yourself, girl

Cause in my mind I'm not

Feeling sorry for that fool no

Cause you still the same woman

He don't know he got a problem

But you and I know

You are really so unstable girl

It's gone take more than therapy

To make you finally see that

I can't have no woman

Saying that she loves me

Making me pay for her emotions

While she's giving out her body for free

I can't have no woman

Saying that she loves me

Making me pay for her emotions

While she's giving out her body for free

Her body for free

Her body for free

Her body for free

Poem:

It's like you don't understand your worth

I understood it and tried to add to it

You can only play a role but for so long

Then you regress back to your old habits

Excusing your ways because of anger and your past

How would we ever last like that

How would you think I'd tolerate any abuse

What price do you put on my sanity

How much does it cost to get through to you

That I never used you in any way

I made you better

I loved you and put you first

But you have always been a side chick

So you never knew how to represent me

How to shut the fuck up and not ask stupid questions

Of nobody ass people that were and are dying to replace you

Doing their best to erase your memory

All the time you spent with me

Now for nothing - when I felt you were something

I loved the way you made me feel

And that's all I needed to marry you

Now the burden that we carry of us

Is just full of regrets and broken sentiments

Just don't ever forget

I can't have no woman

Saying that she loves me

Making me pay for her emotions

While she's giving out her body for free

I can't have no woman

Saying that she loves me

Making me pay for her emotions

While she's giving out her body for free

Her body for free

Her body for free

Her body for free

My Limits

I plan to slowly and precisely
Starting with slow kisses and hugs
Ending inside your thighs
And on your lips
Both sets and dripping into you
Easily like our conversation
Penetrating your being
Until we stick to each other
Like bad habits we don't want to unlearn
Let me be inside of you for eternity
That's the only limits on my love for you

Love

Heart

Special Gift

Longing for Acceptance

Inside of a Box

Love

Thought

Mind

Beautiful, Open

Thinking, Learning, Expanding

In Search of Better

Thought

The Crucible

Inside the crucible

We get crushed and broken but we can become whole again

We are made tacky by our own moisture

Usually represented by sweat and tears

Cuts and rips like deep incisions

Hard decisions to make

We get piled on top of ourself just to become powder

Loose our power just to be reenergized

Find me devoutly chasing and naming myself

Inner self come forth and multiply

Before I die I will live again

In my prism to show my colors

Bruises show the change in my skin

My boldness my sin and and my salvation is not hidden

Your arms have been my prison and now I need release

Conditioned as a problem

How can words, thoughts and emotions harm him...

My last drive not one to self destruction

I need to become the glue

So that I don't fall apart...

Bad Luck

She was bad luck before I met her

Bad look for me to get involved

Should have known from previous relationships

How she handled shit

Thats it would not be better

For love I did not think again

But this time it put me really behind

Popped me in the system

To my heart I should have never listened

See, it's never about a woman

But its always about one

You never go against your rules except for one

I only get unclear when I let my heart get my ear

I should stay my course

Of course that little voice comes out

And says you dont want to die alone, no doubt

But see i moved away, right away

To avoid a lie placed on me

And I was living successfully

Never to return there another day

But then here she comes

With a mess of an address

In an area uncomfortable and inaccessible

And instead of being intellectual

I wasn't

Now I rest with my demons and issues

Far worse off because I fell in love with her

And went against my own system

Now she ridicules me for my past

Takes no responsibility and laughs

Giving the next man the ass and he is laughing too

At me for sure of course right now

But I won't take a bow or any blows

I just go harder now against their flow

And remember that anywhere that I go

I go... slow

And weigh out all of my variables

Verily, to be more than just there

She likes it when she is needed

She likes it when she can talk down and nasty to me

She says its just because she is angry

I can see that she never believed in me

I can see that she never respected me

Maybe I never believe in and respected myself

That's why I took the abuse

I was sure I was looking for love

So this time I didn't run when I should have ran

Hind sight is 20/20

Still got me plenty of life left to do me

And no time to believe in

Bad Luck

Peep This

I see you watching from the outside wishing you were here

Like you don't know how you got where you are now

There is a difference in choosing and being chose

But you may not know

There is a difference in wanting and being wanted

But you may not know

There is a difference in controlling and control

But you may not know

When you finally figure it out I won't care

I see you watching from the outside wishing you were here

Like you don't know how you got where you are now

There is no lie worse than the lie you tell to yourself

I guess if you repeat it enough in private you can repeat it in public

Try and get some sympathy on your own creation

Like you didn't make things exactly the way they are now

Like you are the victim in this somehow

But no one is buying it

Nor is anything else here for sale

I see you watching from the outside wishing you were here

Like you don't know how you got where you are now

Peep this

This is what I have to say to you

My Abstinence

Through the dark passages of my mental

I will continue to treat my body like a temple

No matter how many people try to prey on me

I'll keep my sanctity through my consistency

Resistance through the reality of my Abstinence

I don't mess with you anymore

This is a cleansing - a new mantra

God has blessed me and wants me to be successful

No one with wicked intentions will ever last in my circle

I rebuke you and any negativity from my life

Those that gather in secret against me with envy, jealousy and hate in their hearts will be exposed

No weapon gathered against me shall prosper

The riches and wealth that I gather from the earth I will share it

In abundance before your eyes you shall see me grow

I am now conscious and ready to receive the bounty of the universe

Feed The Famine

I went to Haiti gluttonous

Came back on an internal diet

Promise to feed the famine

They starving for this

I went to Haiti promiscuous

Came back oh so fidelis

True to only a select few

Don't believe what they telling you

Beautiful Soul is a movement

Soul is... Beautiful

Although people act ugly to me

I still see their beauty

I still would like some unity

But not to my destruction

Not to the detriment of my sista

Everyone acting so lawless

Like its cool

But really they hate organization

But really they hate rules

So I had to come back

And make it clear

You can say and do

Whatever you want

Just not here

Beautiful Soul s a movement

Soul is... Beautiful

So we don't play with it

How is Gary and Haiti

So different

To think they just love us

Is just not intelligent

Use your wisdom

What they need - keep giving 'em

No matter what you've heard

It's not just music, singing and words

The Soul is my religion

Because its what I practice

Only strangers are surprised

When they come into our set

I already knew

How beautiful it could get

Off hard work and sweat

I won't forget

I was the poorest person

Outside the projects

But my mind stayed fresh

So I stayed fresh

Everywhere I went

Leaving my influence

Depuis je parti Gary

Ca bouge pour nous

Quand j'etait en Tunisie et Cote D'Ivoire

Ca bouge pour nous

Quand j'etait avec Fela dans la Shrine

Ca bouge pour nous

Quand j'etait en Haiti avec le peuple

Ca bouge pour nous

See this aint nothing new

I can feature on any set

And on my set - I give anyone a feature

Ungrateful they were respected

They long to go to the city to get rejected

When they ask from whence they came

They hear our name

I went to Haiti gluttonous

Came back on an internal diet

Promise to feed the famine

They starving for this

I went to Haiti promiscuous

Came back oh so fidelis

True to only a select few

Don't believe what they telling you

Soul is...

No Absolutes

There are no absolutes in life

The same people that may want you out today

May be advocates for you to be in tomorrow

The same people you can not stomach today

You may place in a position of responsibility tomorrow

There are no real absolutes except for change

Change is the only absolute save for God to believers

Save for love for the lovers

Hate for the haters

My mind does not digest the congestion of thoughts in gray areas

My thoughts will not color a black and white mindset

Another absolute is the thought that things can die

But there is no absolute contention that this is the truth

Or why...

Frequency's Frequency

The interdependency of sound and harmony

Between man and woman can

Resonate past participation

My hesitation to become noise

Organize my sound to music

Don't confuse it

As common

My breath moves at a constancy of my heart beat

2/4 or 1/3 or sporadic like my thoughts

Caught in the brown hues of your eyes

Trying to vibrate past your hips and thighs

Learning your manuscript

I hum to calm me down

And stop my body from aching

Frequency's frequency

Still participating

Precipitating like tears down your cheek

Freak wincing

A wink as a blink

As a link

To what I think

I pause for you in adoration

You rush me to take my patience

The interdependency of sound and harmony

Between man and woman can

Resonate past participation

But won't you join me next time...

Even if it's just in my mind...

In time we will take tours...

Through yours...

- Kelechukwu

www.chukwuism.com